today i saw them rehersing downstairs for tomorrow.so i juz sat down there i look at their full dressed rehers. they were really cute doing all the actions .. real innocent .. cant wait to see them doing those stuffs tomolo .. this reminds me of her .. if nothing had happen she would be there tomolo seeing her great grand neices performing in front of her .. she will clap and sway as the music is playing and as they were dancing .. but ... sometimes things juz dun happen in the way we want .. it has passed exactly a month without her .. whenever i walk along that road again i will juz remember the times me and her walking there and all the events that took place there .. every part of singapore seems to have me and her memories .. it really saddens me and i will still lie on my bed and think of her and tears would roll down my cheeks .. everything changed greatly without her .. the house will not be swept for days .. they dishes were not as nice as it was .. the food were not bought from the same places .. the pots were not used as often as it was daily used :( .. how i wish everything is juz a dream and when i wake up, everything is as what it was a month ago .. not that i couldnt accept the reality juz that maybe i need more time .. not only me but some of us too .. lets juz hope that tomolo performance would be successful ..