bad day

till now i still very scared. the situation jsut now was very tense. i shall not say anything larhs but we were really in big trouble. i mean by REAL BIG. what if i had gone back to cz instead of goin her hse leiis. everything would be diff. nvm i dun regret at all larhs. main thing is to enjoy the process! anyway sry to everybody cos i really forgot what happened the whole day already. perharps i am really so scared now. i ran home from tms with my empty stomach. didnt eat lunch. on the way alot of ppl must have thought that i was a crazy fool running for no reason right. i think its because of reality i guess. sadded. real sad. who is to comfort me? she told me her secret and i feel wierd.