It was like I'm awake the whole night yesterday.
I just kept tossing and turning.
All the events that took place recently seemed to be still weighing on my mind.
I cant get rid of it...
Ahhh.
I hate myself.
for worrying about senseless stuffs.
for not being able to laugh as much as realistically as I used to.
even at Miss Swan's video.
for having insomnia.
and for thinking about you every second.
I can't seem to concentrate on anything.
I need my medicine.
I need my sleep for I look like dead pandas now.
Nothing could be worst than that.

Lastly, I need you.
Where are you?
You dont seem to care anymore.
I'm speechless by everything..