It seems like the end of everything but all you need to do is just send me a message
and I'll just give in.
till now then I realised the drift between us.
the cause,
i don't know.
perhaps that why I always don't show
that I'm missing you.
Must I learn your whereabouts from her?
Must we always talk once a week? (although it still pleases me)
Must I always be the one looking out for you and you never once looking out of me?
Must I always be the one waiting for your message and you showing least concern about the messages?
I'm not afraid to say I've tried to do whatever I can
to stop us from drifting.
The question is not how far we've drifted but if you even care whether
we've drifted or .....
I don't know.
This time I really lost the battle.
badly.
失去最爱的人就是失去自己。
I've lost you.
so have I lost myself.
Tomorrow may not see us again.
never.

我已经彻彻底底地失败。
彻彻底底不再为你疯狂。