I so need to talk to you,you,you&you!

Zomg,yesterday was the last day of school&I smell freedom in the air:D I just learnt how to play house of the dead4 reaching the first boss with one credit! Fine,know Im sucha noob compared to Joel who can finish the whole of Time Crisis with one credit&reached the last stage of HOTD4 too. I just suck at arcade games:\ Today was NYC briefing,whooooooooooooooooo:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D The cool thing about it is that Im not going with my family but friends,best friends somemore! Nobody's gonna nag at what time I bathe&how untidy the luggage is, ohman it just rawks so badly!(: 3days of shopping will be awesome&we get to celebrate some of their birthdays there too:D:D:D I swear my parents are more excited than me. Daddy even wanted the bank to issue me a credit card but Im below 18-.-

Daddy: "Wl you go there tour so many days still got shopping, you sure is exchange programme not? you only going to their school for one day -.-"
Mummy: "Eh I think you should go get a leather bagpack"
Me: "For what? I getting canvas one already"
Daddy: "Why your mother so obiang one-.-"

&we set off to Marina in search of a bagpack that I'll like but no way,got my eyes on the one at Heeren already:D Hahahaha&Val is totally so jealous about it:D Its okay,she can go China next june&I'll be happier than ever. The words have been reduced in size as its of least concern.
Happy 23rd Birthday UJ -061108
Happy 15th Birthday Joanne -081108

Could it be that we've been this way before?
I know you dont think that Im trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core.
Some things just gotta come to an end soon, the question is what are the things.
Perhaps what really happened between us was nothing
&thats why we're in this state now.
Would it have been better if we were fighting?
At least we knew what the problems were.
I was disappointed in you, each time you failed me.
But hey maybe I expected it from you is cause'
I forgotten you werent ....
I tried to convince myself it had been your fault all these while,
you seem to have stumbled through an unfamiliar piece of sheet music
only to realise it was the melody that you once learnt by heart.
one you can play without trying,but you went on playing.playing.
We admitted to something we have been running for quite some time,
now there's no turning back.
You will never know how it feels like to be me,
cause you're not me.

please dont blame me for leaving without saying a decent goodbye.
-love has all the lasting permanence of a rainbow,
beautiful while its there&just as likely to disappeared
by the time you blink.