themissingpunctuations

Today would have been some other day or perhaps it really is I dont know and at least I know that here I am still surviving through today keeping my mind occupied till the last minute I need not do this but I cant help feeling this way that was selfish I know but I think they call it self-protection I gotta protect myself from being magnetized to you its not as simple and I prefer to think that the plans would have went perfectly well so that I can continue to live in self denial hiding myself away from you cause I hate to admit that I got smack by reality in the face Im too easily bruised yet on the other hand immune to all these its good this way I shall leave it this way goodbye.