Went down in flames

I feel in-debt to those who're so nice to me. People who really go all out to encourage me during this what seems like toughest point of my life. They come up w all sort ways to motivate me whenever I wanna give up or rather giving up is written all over my face. Sending me occasional inspiring quotes, asking me how I'm coping and even placing those bets about results. And honestly I'm afraid to disappoint them more than myself. I want this to be over real soon, but again I fear for the outcome. Save me, someone. Anyone