What a night!

I just have to blog about this before I get some shut eye.

Climbing session earlier on was....unusual. The last climb. Slipped off the contours twice due to the wet surface or maybe my mind was just off. Hesitated about trying it out again but somehow the unhappiness/indifference turned into frustration. I was pissed/angst, just simply wanted to give a last try (just whack). Never felt this way prior to my climbs before, even when I was desperate/determined to finish a route. Panicked a lil' when I forgot my sequence, just kept pushing during those cross-hand moves. Second last tile and humpty dumpty had a great fall. So near yet so far. Thank goodness for a good belayer- Feroz. Prolly the most dynamic belay I've ever received. Honestly, I'm uncertain about finishing it and that strength, is it a good thing? I dont want to be an "aggressive" climber. Clipping to the anchors is gonna be another problem.......... Nevertheless,I should be satisfied with tonight. Wakeboarding tmr w E!! #eggcited

xx.