Torn.

I've no idea as to fly back during x'mas period or not.

Everybody's going back which means I've the whole flat to myself YAY. But having to go through TWO festive seasons alone, I don't know man. Skyping the Tan's tomorrow & I better have an answer or I'm pretty sure my ticket will be booked somehow. Urg, 9am tomorrow, as well as thurs AND fri.

Ps. There's this really huge worm in my stomach. I can never feel full and I constantly want to stuff food in my mouth fuck.