saw thet and lydia kind of so moody .. suffering from depression i guess .. went locker lots of time to put things and stuffs ... haahaas so happy that daryl didnt come school today .. so thats great ! was walking around in chinese class then zhan hao owe me 3.60 .. wahahaha .. didnt score that well for geog .. 19/25 .. recess eat till so full .. after recess , everything is back to normal .. lydia is happy again and thet too !*yay* miss alex is lim didnt come to class so as usual it was very noisy .. jy was like bullying me with cherie the whole day .. *tooting* my fats (although i know i very fat but no need attack there right!) everytime they do that i was like screaming and laughing like a crazy peep *sia*. so damn bored during lit that i didnt pay attention .. reg.1 to 6 got scolded from miss lee for not writing a proper lit essay .. miss lee was so fed up by us lolls .. ashwini good lolls do correctly .. omg then cherie told me that the stupid idiotic damn freako fren of my betrayed me by telling the 08 about what i told her about nicholas leiis .. what the hell .. she betrayed me !! i never even tell charlyn then tell her le tout she will keep my secret but she let it off leiis !!!!! i put up with her beatings , scoldings , crying yet she ....!!! forget it.. i got so pissed off that i ate 2 watermelon during recess to cool myself down .. asked weasley to treat me then he passed me the watermelon without paying !! oh god .. but cos i ate 2 .. another one was treated by him !! hehex .. but soon i got angry again and start cursing her .. didnt care about my maths marks at all .. ?33/40? forget it .. at jy hse posting again ..

my heart is really very pain .. so so so hurt by her .. should i ever trust her again ? i trusted her again and again but she never fails to let me down everytime .. whats the problem ? ....
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