Soak in the sun and throw everything to the back

Its one of those days where I can sleep so much and not feel a pinch of guilt. &yet I dream of * again. Prolly the only one that haunts me the most in my sleep. Isit a hint, since then for me to do something abt us? I kept procrastinating, maybe one day I'll be the first one to speak first. Last paper tmr, oyeahoyeah. Big Aunt, please do not come yet, boulderactive is tmr. Lots of love, eunice