Back in time

I've never been a big fan of macarons but lately, I just seem to be craving them. Mmhmm, raspberry, lemon, anything sour & fruity (':

Haven't been able to sleep properly because my neighbour gets up in the wee hours everyday INCLUDING weekends. &the creaking of the floors wake me up >:

And so yesterday was the start of O's and I kinda forgot to wish the sister lol. But anyhow it brought me back to the time when I was 16/17. 
Funny how its only a couple of years ago, but somehow I relate it as though its ages ago..
Results day was basically one of the worst day in my life. I couldn't stop crying over how bad I've done (14 points). Whenever someone asked me how I did, I just burst out crying. No kid. 

Even though my mum kept telling me "You're only 16, you're still young, you still have a long way to go. It's okay."

And I just felt like my whole world just came crashing down lol melodramatic I know. At the point in time, it meant everything and was just everything I wanted.

Not sure if it was because of this that I adapted the "Fuck it, its okay, not the end of the world" attitude. & I just wasn't that into the whole A levels thing.

To add on, I really hated TPJC and just couldn't wait to get out of that hell hole. Like I couldn't wait for A's because it means no more TPJC.

Well I probably was a lil' bummed I didn't get A for my Maths but thats pretty much about how "upset" I was. Lol rebel, I know. In fact, it was like "Although I went into the exam room not understanding 1/2 of my sciences topics, I think I did ok".

Super self-comforting but yep all's good now with me studying overseas. But yeah, looking bad now, O's results were nothing and yeah I should have chilled my beans lol.