actually i wasnt really in a good mood to blog but was asked to so i just fulfil their wishes lols .. *how kind* reached school almost as late as yesterday .. but i walked to school and reached within 5 minutes .. haahaas cos i was walking really big steps :D wanted to go locker but cherie told me that art also got nothing to take so i didnt go .. it started to rain after a while then everybody went back to classes .. jy thought we wanted to take things from locker and walked towards there when i told her that art got nothing to take then she was like oh ya .. haahaas great mind thinks alike hahs .. said hi on the way then it stopped raining .. erm .. so we were lazy and didnt wanted to go to parade square but when heard the music , we ran there .. haahaas then i clunged joyce and wei lin's hand .. they felt wierd but i insisted onto holding joyce hand and she was laughing all the while finding it itchy? haahaas wierd .. first time at parade square without bags leiis .. i helped cherie to paint her drawing and it was damn nice*claps* but she painted mine like shit .. especially the out of shape durain .. during recess me , cherie , lydia , jy and jerrie was laughing like crazy then cos of many many dumb things that we find it funny .. haha .. we kept laughing during english cos of the relief teacher for mrs ho looked like frog .. thats what cherie said .. then she made funny noises but i think should be burped then the group of girls there thought she was *craoking* sry for sp error .. didnt manage to get myself concentrated on the paper and the frog said that elearning got the answers for it so i decided to go and see the answers .. but when i go jy house i went to search the whole elearning also dun have lolls :( all of them cheated my feelings .. including a frog .. i really very easy to bully merhz ?! my maths paper was full of stupid , dumb careless mistakes .. i make sure that i not gonna make careless mistakes in SA1 or i really gonna commit sucide ..walked together with cherie , wei jeat , sabina and weasly to jy house .. although only i go but we walked as a group cos they going the the bus-stop near there .. went to 7/11 to have some food and drinks .. manage to get a badge again !! :p weasly and wei jeat is trying very hard to avoid ian cos they find him a chatterbox .. haahaas i agree so much too =) .. did all the homework at jy house then was like sianz .. took 10 mins to walk home from tms .. small steps by small steps .. my brain is like exploding with fraustrations , sadness and boredom .. tried to drown myself using the shower in the toilet when bathing but was like .. erm i still can breathe ? so took a long time bathing .. haha .. tried to sleep after i bathe but really couldnt get to sleep .. perharps of the questions ? still manage to sleep for about 10 mins and got woken up by the call ..
is it fate which decides on ur destiny or is it just in ur hands ? i have really no idea .. can u prove it to me ? juz express that u really understands what my eyes are telling u .. everything maybe just what it were supposed to be .. *sigh*