Words.

Should I or should I not.

Probably one of the frequent debates we have with ourselves. Often we leave it for someone else to decide or even so-called fate. Eg tossing a coin. Believe it or not, we secretly has the answer inside us. It's just the debate between our heart and our mind. One that listens to the heart more will choose to ignore the result of the fate whereas the other will walk away from happiness. Assuming happiness is without pain hence going along with your heart's desire. I have been in both positions, often than not, lessons are derived from them. Listening to the former will cause us to be hurt when the supposedly outcome takes a twist. Eg complaining about a bad day hoping to receive some lcc* only to realize your friend don't give two fucks. Ouch. Then again, going with the latter will result in instant sadness, constant struggle and endless torture you put yourself to just to enjoy a better future. Eg forgoing all leisure to study all day long to receive straight A's.

Then we have the supposed or not supposed to.

A slightly trickier situation whereby our heart has already start to over-power our mind. Actions taken has to be harsh and swift in order to save yourself from the sinking pit-hole. The immense courage you need to walk away in this situation sometimes result in suffering from withdrawal symptoms, if not, self-destruction. Recovery period may take a long long while. Come to think of it, our heart is actually the root of all evil. Temptations, lust, desires etc all lives within our heart.

* - love,care and concern

Actually, I've no idea if the above made any sense at all. Hmmmmms